March 10, 2006

Dear Penny,

I have been preparing my lesson for church for the past two weeks only to realize last night that I've been preparing the wrong lesson for the wrong date. WHat a bummer. Anna and Tony came over last night and we watched Idol and Survivor. I'm so glad they live here. I really feel like I'm at the end of my rope on so many levels. I just can't go on like this. Spencer cries every time he has to go to Mom's house while I am working. My heart just breaks to hear him sad about going there. I want to be with him all day holding him and loving him. I am having a hard time dealing with it. I don't know what to do.

That's all goodnight
Jennifer